My Chemical Romance-Heaven Help Us

Subject: My Chemical Romance-Heaven Help Us Wed May 14, 2008 2:59 pm

This is my first fanfic I have ever written. It is more or less about Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance.

It does contain talk about drugs and alcohol....anyone who knows MCR Gerard HAD a drinking problem no longer does...good for him...i am just using it right now to set up a good story with a good ending....if i keep writing it.

I hope you all enjoy it.

Chapter 1: Gerard

The moment he opened his eyes he regretted it. His head was onfire and his mouth tasted like cigarette's and tequila. The partying from the night before and put a toll on him as it normally did. He rolled over and looked at the clock. 11:35 am.
dame it!
There was a knocking at the door the same time his phone buzzed on the night stand.
"Gerard! Are you up yet?"
Mikey's voice was muffled through the door way but Gerard could tell he was p***ed.
" god dame it Gerard we have to be at the North Star Colosseum in a half in hour...we have a meeting with a new manger if you dont remember. And if we dont make a good impression we might lose this deal and have to go back to living in a van! And personally I dont really want that! Open the f**king door!"
He didnt want to get up he was content were he was, but he new Mikey was right. This band he has created and worked ever so hard to put together was his life. He couldnt lose that. But he already knew he was losing it.
He got up slowely his stomach cried out in protest and he was about to throw up. He realized he was wearing the same thing as yesterday and that he has passed out in bed still wearing his shoes.He staggered to the door and opened it. Mikey walked in a took a look over Gerard.
" Jesus Gerard you look like complete s**t!"
" thanks Mikey you always know how to make me feel so good."
Gerard walked over to the bathroom and flicked on the light. He looked into the mirror. F**k Mikey wasnt joking he thought. He had circles under his eys and he was pale.Usually for the stage shows he went for the pale look, but today he looked sick and over tired. His pupils were still dilated...no doubt from the coke he had done the night before and his hair was every which way. He brushed his teeth quick and tired to fix his hair with no luck at all.
" Gerard we have to go. Get your s**t together and lets move." Mikey was getting p***ed off and urgent and started to throw Gerards clothes into his suit case. Gerard walked over and grabed his lyric book on the night stand. He had started writing new songs and just last night came up with the title of the album.
"Hey Mikey what do you think of Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge as the new album name?"
" I would say it was good if Icould see how the songs relate to that title. You havent shown anyone your new material yet at all Gerard."
Gerards phone buzzed again. He picked it up and looked at it. 5 new text messages and 4 new voice mails and 10 missed calls. He already knew they were all from the band he didnt bother reading them, he just deleted it all.
"Alright lets get going." Mikey grab Gerards bag and head for the door. Gerard silently followed him as they walked to the elevator. Once they got inside Mikey turned to Gerard he was about to say something but Gerard cut him off.
" Look I already know what your going to say. I need help. I drink to much. I know this because its the same f**king conversation we have every morning. And yes I do realize I need help. But were am I to begin to get this help. The band has already done the intervention thing and I went and drank behind you backs."
The elevetor doors opened to the hotel lobby Gerard began to walk but Mikey grabbed his arm.
" Gerard you do need help. Your getting worse and I can see it. I dont want to see you get hurt and I dont want you to throw your life away Gerard. You do need help. Badley."
Gerard turned and looked at Mikey. " If I want your f**king help Mikey I'll ask for it...OK!"
Gerard started walking again and he was regreatting ever saying that to Mikey. Mikey was his little brother his family. He knew he was hurting him. But the truth of the matter was that Gerard was very depressed. If I had to choose between being drunk or being depressed I would be drunk. Drinking takes that pain away and I dont have to feel it. It makes me happy. And why should I give that up. I know its hurting everyone around me and myself but I just dont know how I could survive without it. And at the moment....I dont really want to try.
Gerard climb onto the tour bus. Bill the drive gave him a dirty look but Gerard ignored it.
" AH! So he finally desideds 15min before we have to be at the colosseum to show the hell up!" There was alot of acid in Franks tone. Gerard just looked up at him and desided to say nothing. Frank and the others had every right to be angry at him....he might have just thrown away the best chance his band had at surviving. But he just couldnt seem to really care. The rest of the band stayed quiet and Gerard went and made himself a coffee. The bus started to move and all Gerard wanted was to go back to bed. Ray came up besided and put a hand on his shoulder. " Gerard listen you really have to get your sh**t together man. We have a really good thing going here. Dont throw it away. Dont. We need you, and we know you need us."
Gerard stared at his coffee for a moment thinking about that. Ray was completly right. This was Gerards family....but again he just didnt seem to care.
" I have some songs I have been writing."
Gerard went and grab his lyric book and handed it over to Ray.
" You guys can read these..... go through them, tell me what you think. I am going to get dressed in some cleaner clothes and I will be back to talk about the songs with you."
Gerard walked to the back of the bus to his bunker. He pulled out his clothes trunk and pulled out his black suit with the red tie. He was getting ready to pull his clothes off and get dressed when he notice soemthing shiney in the trunk. He pulled it out. It was a small bottle of vodka. Dame it. I dont want this!
He placed the bottle back in his trunk and pushed it under the bed. But it was to late. No matter how many times he told him self he didnt want it he couldnt stop thinking about it. He took a peek through the curtin. Yup all band account for still going through the songs. He sat down on his bed and pulled the trunk out, he pulled the small bottle of vodka out and opened it quietly. You know you need help when your sneeking around to drink. He thought to himself. He lifted the bottle to his lips and took a swig. A small smile parted on his lips and he was happy. Its going to be a long day, he thought. He finished getting dressed and realized the bus was coming to a stop. He peeked out the window and saw North Star Colosseum sign. This is really going to suck, the manager is going to flip when he sees me.
Gerard walked to meet the rest of the band still sitting down.
" Well you look a little better." Bob said looking him over. " but you still look like crap"
"Thanks"
" Will talk about the songs later Gerard we have a meeting now" Ray seemed like he was happy but something didnt seem right. Gerard desided he was just neveous. Jack the manager was going to flip on them for being late and that never goes over well.
The band made there way out of the bus. Gerard lit up a cigarette and walked over to Jack and...some very beautiful girl...who Gerard reconized right away and he couldnt believe it. She was looking back at him with the same look on her face as he did. He look away right to Jack...s**t that was a bad idea, Jack looked pissed.
"Well I am glad you all decided to show up. I am betting it was Gerards fault like it usually seems to be. But I dont have time for this. This is Jade. She is looking to be your new manager....but its safe to say you all have blown that and we will have to look for a new one."
Jade took a look over the band. "Listen, I am going to stay and listen to your performance tonight. If I like what I hear I will get back to you. But lets just say you better preform your best....because your already looking at living in a van again." When she said this she was looking directly at Gerard. He green eyes burned into his and at that moment he felt like he could just turn and run.
She turned and walked away, her long brunette hair sparkled red in the sunlight as it danced in the wind. Gerard watched her walk away and for some reason couldnt help but hate her. And he knew the reason why he hated her.....I love this girl. I have loved her since I first met her...and have loved her ever since he when I had to leave her.
Jack: " alright lets get going, we have to get you guys preped and ready for tonight"
Gerard walked with the rest of the band toward the the colosseum but his mind was else where. Dame it Jade you just had to step back into my life....now your going to ruin everything....everything.
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Subject: Re: My Chemical Romance-Heaven Help Us Tue Aug 19, 2008 2:12 pm

omg this is amazing!!
i love love love my chemical romance, probably just as much as i love twilight lol.

Subject: Re: My Chemical Romance-Heaven Help Us Thu Sep 04, 2008 5:42 pm

thank you very much i am glad you liked it
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I Am With The Vampires Of Course